and you refuse to listen.so after sending my first update I received a bunch of responses along the lines of
“Holy crap, I didn’t know you had a brain tumor!” and I was like “neither did I so imagine my surprise!”
I have to say that it has been a very painful week and it is taking all of my energy and will to write this but oh well.
So here is a brief summery of how it went down:
Universe: Hey lady, slow down, you work too much, blah, blah , blah…now your right leg and arm don’t work correctly, how do you like that?!
Me: I have no time for your shenanigans, I’ve got another arm and leg so there!
Universe: Well guess what, it is a brain tumor and it has to come out now.
Me: Universe, you are really pissing me off but fine, you win THIS time….
So, here I am left with 25 staples in my head and a whole lot of pain and naseau. I’m not going to sugar coat it, it blows. I suppose after having someone poking around in your head for 10 1/2 hours and then stapling it back together it is going to cause pain but still. NOT fun. I’ve also had some seizure fun which is also thrilling.
BUT the reason I am writing this is not for sympathy. I just wanted to make sure that you, my clients know that you are in my thoughts and as soon as I can, I will be back in touch with each and every one of you. I am hoping that the pain starts to subside and I can get online more often.
All of the love, support, flowers, fruit, meals, kind words, etc, that clients. friends and family have sent me have been so incredibly overwhelming and motivating. Seriously, there are times when I lie there thinking will this ever get better and get so discouraged but YOU have all made it possible for me to stay positive. I am aware that this could have been so much worse and am not trying to be a big baby but this has truly been the most frustrating thing for me. It kills me that I can barely get out of bed when I was just doing burpees a week ago. BUT I will be back SOOON so get ready. Do the you tube videos or whatever motivates you. Know that I am coming back with a right side that works and will be in need of a good ass kicking myself. Please keep in touch as I will get back to you as soon as I can.
Thanks for indulging me!